AFireman

Starting Over Again.....

I broke up with a great guy and I wished him the very best in life. He's young, (29 years old) a former marine, (of 8 years) working full time and going to school full time. He made me happy when I was down, I enjoyed every minute with him and enjoyed being out with him. I was deeply in love with the guy. It's time to stop hurting and move on with my life. Let me tell you, love tore me apart but I didn't die from a broken heart. I'm starting over again. Many ask "Is it worth it?" Hey you know what? Yes it is worth it. Mr. Right for everyone of you is out there. It takes time. I really thought I found my Mr. Right back in July 2002 (but didn't get really going until October 2002) but he changed. I'm looking for a guy who is very romantic and he shows the other he cares. He will be there in good and bad. A guy who wants me for who I am. I want a guy who is honest and sincere not a lair. A guy tells me he's faithful but you turn around 4 months later and he's not. I don't want that. I'm tired of the promises that are broken. Life is way too short to be that way and lie. In short I am looking for: 1). A guy to cuddle with at night, on the sofa etc. 2). A guy with a heart. A true heart and soul. 3). A guy who wants to spend time doing things with me. 4). A guy who says he loves me and wants to spend his life with me, doesn't want to lose me and MEAN WHAT HE SAYS! 5). I want a stable guy that has direction in life. 6). Communicates (key to a successful relationship) 7). A guy who doesn't have his head in the "clouds" 8) A guy who is easy going and easy to get along with. 9). A guy who knows what he wants out of life. 10). A guy who isn't affraid of commitment and ready to settle down . 11). I don't want a sexual maniac. Sex is great in a relationship but NOT the way he wanted it. He decided since being in the Marines and having 4 relationships he wanted the whole relationship and sex to be Slave & Master. 12). I don't want a guy who spends more time on his porn then the guy he is with. Did he make a commitment to his porn? I put this page up not to grind my EX into the ground and make him look bad. I wished him the very best finding what he wants, a slave. This is what I am looking for in a relationship. Is that too much to ask? If you have any questions and you see me online I/M me (AOL and AIM -Firefght68) or private me (gay dot com - Firefighter68). You can also feel free to EMAIL ME Just remember to all of you who have ended relationships that yes love can tear you apart but you will not die from a broken heart. Just because I'm LTR oriented doesn't mean having fun is out of the question!!!!!!